Digital Feelings and the Last Say

i need to say something

i need to say something

i need to say something

i need to say something

words

lips

hopes

bloodied

i dreamt about another world last night

wrapped up in my covers

a deja vu

consciously not here

not here

not now

my muscles grip my skeleton

too hard

clutching

and grabbing

trying not to fall off

i stare at your glass of wine

at your rolled cigarette

i wonder

when

i will  say something

again.